Moved

Good bye

2009-11-12T08:33:00.017+04:00

Moved to www.m-ystique.blogspot.com!
Decided to continue using blogger since it's easier to manage the templates etc.
Have been using blogger since primary school, might as well continue using it, right?
Notice quite a number used onsugar but changed back to blogger again.
Shall remain as a loyal blogger fan, using the same account anyway,
able to accumulate all my entries in one account.
Bet it'll be really interesting to read them when I grow up!

I remember blogging during primary 5 and 6,
but I lost that account already! How sad, isn't it.
But I know those entries were just plain lame and crappy! Haha.

Was reading my past entries here, and I really bth my lame-ness last time.
Like, oh God, was I even like this? Hahaha.
But they say my past entries like interesting only!
Well.. my archives here are filled with negative/sad entries.
Thus I wanna open a new blog!
I don't want my new friends to read my old entries here,
like so lame and omg only, since it's like.. all about sad stuffs on bgr. Lame, totally.

Now.. A new life begins (with Benny!) since yesterday!
And I will lead a happier life from now on.. I'm sure.

Continue tagging, peepoz!
I'm using the same tagboard in my new blog :)
Relink please, tyvm!

P/S: I love all my readers! Continue reading my blog on m-ystique/bs okay!
12:34pm

Change

2009-11-12T07:12:00.000+04:00

Good morning!
Last night was like, really bored?
Dig out all my old magz, looking at dresses & stuffs.
Woke up today, wanted to create a new blog but..
the template etc seems different now. Boring.

Maybe going out to do my hair later?
Hope I don't regret leh! Wonder if I should dye my hair..?

Will be back later. 8-)

Hurray

2009-11-11T16:55:00.014+04:00

The end of O'levels!!!
Good luck to friends who are taking PureBio/Chem mcq after today :)

Almost late today! Luckily still managed to reach on time.
Guess the mcq paper was quite okay? But I made a few silly mistakes!
Don't know what's wrong with my eyes :/
Well.. luckily, just a few luh!

Benny came to fetch me after that! Went to subway for lunch!
Later on, Jo & Emerald joined us.
Talked about prom and many other stuffs :)

Plan to shopping today was postponed.
Wonder whether Prom Night will be fun? Hmm..
Lots of events coming up!
2D'07 & 4C'09 chalet too :)

Will be going out tomorrow I guess.
Either accompanying Jolene to do her hair, or out with Benny.

Wanna stop thinking about the Geography paper! >:(
I'm always like this, brooding over stuffs that are over!

Well, to do well or not, that leaves God to decide my fate, yes yes!!
Shall think positively! Maybe.. Ss can pull my grade up?
Okay.. gonna stop thinking about this by tonight, hmpf.
Sometimes, I really find myself irritating. Wth right -.-

Argh, suddenly stop studying, like weirdweird!
Used to studying everyday already, hahaha.
Finally, can watch more tvee from now on.
Maybe I shall start reading the eBooks Jiechun sent me! :D

I know I got high forehead! Have been fringeless in school for months already! :P
Anyway.. My carebear is like cute only! Smaller ones are better! For bears luh, I think.

Back in 2007!! We all like cute only! :P
--
Today's the 11th!
我爱Bennieeee!:)

P/S: Still thinking of changing to what blog..
And I'm missing those Japanese mochi!!! Don't know where got sell now..

09:40pm

One & only

2009-11-08T08:27:00.001+04:00

How I wish I can like.. slim down?
Argh, nevermind about this.
O'levels more important for now. (11th is coming!)
Today is chiong-mcq day!

Yesterday's post like emo only.
But then "sunshine always comes after the rain" :)
Maybe I should just learn to treat him better? Saves everyone pain.

People comment you either because of jealousy or purely out of hatred, I guess. Ha :/

--
Never felt this way before. :)

一句话,

2009-11-07T07:58:00.011+04:00

Good morning! Too tired to blog last night.
Yesterday was great, just a bit too tiring I guess.
Bugis & Iluma. Dinner at Mos. (It's been like, more than half a year since I ate it!)
Jo kept saying that I look weird with my fringe down.
Haha, guess she's too used to seeing me fringeless!
We watched "Jennifer's Body". Quite an average movie plot.
Guess that part where Needy's boyfriend died was the most touching?
Walked rounds & rounds, couldn't find the clothes that I want.
Ended up, bought a vintage high-waist skirt before we left.
Reached home near midnight I guess.

No plans for today. Jo's at her cuzzie's celebration.
Shall see later. Maybe staying at home for tvee & study?

I wonder.. why do some people act so oddly?
I guess that's why people say, nobody's perfect.. :)

--
有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上

Close to your heart,

2009-11-06T06:08:00.011+04:00

Good morning to all readers!
Time check: 1010am.
Oh my, last night's sleep was like the best in this year? LOL.
Finally I can sleep peacefully without worries/stress.
Usually I'll be waking up at odd hours in the midnight,
but today, I successfully slept all the way til morning! :)

Yesterday went over to Yewmeigreen.
Did abit of Chemistry mcqs. (I did do my work ok! No play no play.)
Benny made burger for me :) Yummy yummy.
Watched tvee & slack during the night before going out for dinner.
Talked alot, about our past & families & everything :)
Reached home only after 11pm. Great day with him yesterday!
Though I actually threw temper again.
But because I'm a forgiving person (as if), I forgave him! :D

Heard today's Literature O'levels exam?
Good luck to all my fellow mates! :)

Well, guess many people still have no idea that I've unprivated my blog?
Only went to tag my sister yesterday. Shall tag more people later!

Gonna change to a new blog after the 11th.
Something's gunna happen on that day, besides the end of O'levels :)

Well, don't you think it's crazy to hear noisy drilling sounds in the morning?
Ah-hah, this always happen around my place.
And I thought they've stopped their work, and there it goes again?

Gunna surf the net for awhile then off I go.
Shopping and movie today :D
Sci mcqs tonight!

--
It's a strange feeling;
I can never bear to be angry with you. :)

2009-11-05T09:49:00.005+04:00

Hello everyone! I'm back! Like so finally canzx.
Imagine keeping yourself away from the Tvee & Comp for like.. months?!
Feels supar great lor, I tell you. Haha! Luckily my self-control power strong!
Well.. Not that O'levels has ended, but it is going to end soon luh :)
The last paper coming on the 11th -Sci mcq.
Here's one week free for us to revise for it!
Well, my comments on O'levels this year?
Hmm.. Average? Ok-ok lor.
Encountered some difficulty in answering Geog qns, a few luh. Sigh.
But, no use brooding over it yes? Just hope that my Ss can pull the grade up :)
Of course I hope I can attain similar grades for O'levels just like in Prelims.
But my humans would need an A1. Possible for Prelims, O'levels.. doubt so?

Anyway, talking about Social studies, I studied 6 chapts out of 8.
Among the 3 topics which came out in O'levels, 2 of which is what I've studied.
Chose Bonding Singapore over Globalisation. Good choice or no? Haha.
Nevermind, at least I studied for it :)
And I'm happy and glad that I've reminded Benny to study Bonding Spore! :D

Today's POA papers are quite manageable! Better than Prelims, I guess?
After school, had fun talks with Emerald and Jo!
Happy that O'levels are finally ending soon!!
Gonna bathe and head to Yewtee after this,
gunna chiong Sci mcqs for the entire whole wk!

Till here now! Will be back for more.. prolly after the 11th!

P/S: Can't wait to go to expo's Kittylab! :)

Though history do repeats,
but I believe, it'll be different with you this time round.

Study hard

2009-10-04T17:10:00.004+05:00

Came here to post even tho i've privated my blog.
Less than 1 month to O'levels.
They say better not to understress or overstress.
I hope I won't make the same mistakes I did in Prelims again.
Tutors & Teachers told me not to panic next time,
should I encounter a qns I've never met before.
Better to skip that qns and move on.
Lest it affect my performance in other qns.
True.
I better note this in mind!

I want to quickly get done with O'levels and that's it.
So much fun awaiting me after 11November!
I'm gonna make sure I do well for O'levels! Jiayou jiayou jiayou :)

111109 is a day to be looked forward to 'cause some things are happening on that day.
1) End of O'levels.
2) You know you know you know :) shhhhhh.

Till here now.
Gunna photocopy Amaths papers for Benny, dinner then return to my accounting world :)

It was you who picked me up from darkness and showed me the way
W/o you, I would not have become what I am today

Say you'll miss me

2009-10-01T13:55:00.001+05:00

Preliminary Examinations results are all released.
Gotten an L1R5 of 10points & L1R4 of 8points.
Glad that I've met my expectations.
But.. I really hope I will get similar grades for my GCE O'levels.
I fear so much that my grades will drop in the upcoming major examinations.
No self confidence? Yes.
I aim for a L1R5 of below 15points (at least) in my GCE O'levels.
Can I achieve my goal? I hope so.
Although I've already gotten a place in Ngee Ann Poly,
I still hope that I can get good grades in O'levels.
Doubt my Humanities can get A1 again? Guess it's just my luck in Prelims this time.
I'll do my part, I'll study very very hard. Just for myself, my parents, and whoever who cares.
I do not want to disappoint my teachers.

Seriously speaking, I'm really afraid that my grades will fall in O'levels.
I need to get a B grade in English and A grade in Humanities. Can I do it?
Sigh. I really hope so.

May God bless me.
I truly hope and wish that God will continue to bring me luck through O'levels.

Today will be the last day I'm blogging here.
Most probably not gonna come back.. until 11 November.

Since my L1R5 is less than 17points this time,
I am allowed to stay at home for self-study instead of attending school like usual :)
Good thing, I must say. But I'll still go to school for consultation with teachers when needed.

Less than 1 month to O'levels.
I hope I don't stress myself too much. I wouldn't want to end up "point-blank" on the exam days.
I want to do myself proud.

I can do it!

After O'levels, I've so much to do. Gunna play hard after 11Nov!
Melissa, persevere! You can do it!!!

Lastly, I want to start sleeping early from now onwards.
No more burning midnight oil so as to improve my memory better?
I find that I get easily irritated nowadays.. Sorry. I'll change! :)

Till here now. Ciaoz!
The sight of you fills my whole being with a great sense of happiness I've never felt before.

Stop crying

2009-09-23T12:56:00.006+05:00

Because I'm just born stupid.
Just someone who can never let go of things I can't change.
Life's all about accepting failures and move on, I guess.
And this is something I have yet to master.

Hang on there.
1 last month. The last lap. It's either you make it, or break it.
And I'm so gonna make it.
Shall learn to relax while studying. Overstress leads to nothing good afterall.

Gonna bathe and head to Yewtee for Emath and POA/Amath.
I hope I can sleep earlier today.
Otherwise I'll be late for school again again and, again.

0413pm
Keep going on.

Forgive & forget

2009-09-20T15:46:00.028+05:00

Oh well.. Sometimes I really wished that my brain could work faster -.-
Currently having the mood to study late in the night later. Geeez :)
Anyway, today was supposed to be a good and perfect day.. And I ruined it.
Why? I don't know..

08:13pm

Because I'm always taking things for granted. Because I'll always forget that people do leave.
Because I'll always assume that people will give in to me. Because I'll always believe that I, myself, is right.
Because I'll always expect people to apologise to me first. Because I'll always think that people will forgive.
Because I'll always show temper thinking that I'll win. Because I will never learn.
Because I'm still the same old me. The hurt I've caused many,I'm sorry...

~~有人说你认识我你很开心. 那你离开我后，是否有曾后悔过...?~~
Whatever it is. No more looking back into the past.
It's good to know that you're always here for me.
If not for you, I wouldn't have held on until now...

Stay close, don't go

2009-09-19T18:40:00.003+05:00

Today: Studied, tidied bookshelves/room, tuition-ed.
There are still some stuffs to be cleared on those tables in my room, zzz.

Gonna have my dinner before I take a rest with my Tvee :P
Prolly studying midnight? Or early morning tmr.
Dad & Mom are out. Bro's asleep, Sis's on her lappy, maid's doing I-don't-know-what.
So the house is kinda quiet now, haha.
But there are ge-tai or performance near my block! zz.

It'd been quite a while since I actually laughed my heart out,
till my tummy really ache and jaws really sore.
Thanks to you,
I found myself back again, I guess. :)

09:44pm

Cherish

2009-09-18T17:26:00.001+05:00

Hello all readers.
No school today, had ample of rest at home.
Not gonna close my blog, guess it's good to destress here whenever I like.
We're mugging hard but that doesn't mean we don't rest :)

Studied a lil this morning. Amaths tomorrow!
Shall watch some tvee tonight.
After months and months, I'm finally signing in to MSN,
and there's this new installation thingy going on, irritating ;(
Nothing much to update already. That's all for today. Good Bye readers :-)

One & only.

Collapse

2009-09-17T10:26:00.006+05:00

Hurray, prelims have ended!
Gonna take rest for a few days.. before continuing mugging.
Prepared to flunk Amaths this time.. since I didn't really study for it.
Not that I'm not serious in my exams hor,
it's just that I planned to concentrate on the other subjects first,
then chiong Amath after Prelim :)

Had mcdonald breakfast with Jo after school just now.
Played around in Popular bookstore while waiting for Ben.
Over at Jo's house now :)
Won't be staying out late today, tuition tonight.

Just 1 more month to O'levels..
I hope I can do well for Prelims, otherwise I'll lose my confidence :(

因为有你，我才会撑到今天. 谢谢你♥

Finally,

2009-09-13T18:43:00.006+05:00

September holidays are coming to an end and Prelims are resuming tmr!
4 more days of paperssss before I can really take a rest.. but just a short one.

Till here now. 09:59pm, Goodnight!

Trying hard to fight back all tears.
I can't be that weak...

you're not sorry

2009-09-08T09:10:00.000+05:00

Hello peepoz, I'm back again.
Had POA lesson in school this morning. English lesson was cancelled.
Just thought of coming back here for a short while before I go for my bathe.
Yesterday had POA lesson in school as well,
but after that I actually slacked my whole day with yknow-who at his house.
At least I did abit of studying/homework at his place.
He brought me around to explore his condo since I asked him to :) Geeez. Coooool ~

So today I'm gonna be diligent and study the whole day!
Gonna have tuition later in the evening and it'll be a long one I guess.

Sometimes I really wished to wake up around 7am+ to study, even if I'm still tired,
just like what I did in the past,
but I guess those insufficient sleep were the cause of my body falling ill recently.
So I gotta stop. And heed my teachers' advices.. Not be too stressed & rest well while studying :)

Just 2 more months to the major exams and I'll be free from all my books.
I must work very very hard for one last round
so that I will not regret on the day of receiving our results :)
Gonna be supar extra self-motivated now, just like the past.

I'm not gonna let anything affect me.
Everything other than O'levels, will be put aside for the time being :)
Even though I know I've already got a place in NP,
it doesn't mean I can have any chance to slack!
Shall focus mainly on 6 subjects now, like what I've been doing all along.
But I'll still study all subjects, of course.

This entry is kind of..... boring, I know.
But I'm just blogging for myself :)
Gonna off my laptop, end the call with yknow-who & bathe! :D

I♥ studying. Jiayou, Melissa!

Afraid

2009-09-05T10:39:00.005+05:00

Fuck those construction works under my block.
It's not as if those contructions will make our estate look any better.
Argh, I rougly guess the process will carry on for days?
At least they end their work before 5-6pm everyday.
Having tuition later on at 5. Let's just hope the constructions will stop by then.
Indulging in the world of music currently, (Taylor's songs are really good)
yet enjoyment severly disrupted by those noisy drilling sounds under my block. Thumbs up.
Imagine the sound of drilling into the concrete grounds continuously. Goodness.

Am actually blogging just to complain about those noises.
Gonna hit the books after this.
And anyway, I didn't attend POA lesson in school this morning. Tired till the maxy max. :P
And oh, last night's plan to Bangkit & Jo's house were cancelled.
On the phone with yknow-who now :) The construction works just stopped :))
Let's hope the noises wouldn't come back again.
That's all for today. Good Bye 8-)
0135pm

Hiatus

2009-09-04T13:27:00.011+05:00

Currently having Preliminary Examinations.. until 18 Sept.
Prelims will be resuming after the upcoming Sept holidays.

Had English full paper on wed, 2 humans on thurs, Emath P1 & Phys P2 today.
Lunch with Low and Tan after school.
So tempted to change my handphone.. Maybe after O'levels?

My sore throat had recovered. Has been eating congee these days..
Thanks to someone who sent congee to my house last few days :)
Although I don't show, but I really do appreciate all that you've done for me..

And there is construction works going on under my block now..
What the heck? Drilling non-stop into the grounds..
I swear my ears are getting sore already! >:(
Anyway, grats to myself for I guess I'm finally becoming more optimistic.
It's funny to think how people waste their lives away by worrying about things that are over.
Life is all about surprises and fears. We just gotta learn to face reality and look on the brighter side of life.
We must learn to find joy in everything and anything, instead of worrying about things we cannot change.

By the way..
I was reading my archives ,
and I watched the videos taken in malacca trip and spring cleaning in 2007.
Here, http://xiaomell-.blogspot.com/2007_10_01_archive.html.
Great memories indeed..
They never fail to make me smile again upon watching the videos :')

I've actually edited my entry today,
as the previous one was packed with singlish everywhere.
It looked rather cool initially,
but I guess I prefer the more english way of blogging :P

That's all for today. I wouldn't be back anytime soon.. except to private my blog again.
Gonna bathe after this and head to Bangkit, then to a bimbo's house for homework.
Finally, I can have a good and lonnngggg sleep tonight :)

05:31pm \m/ Luv everyone, Good Bye.
I believe God will guide and lead me through all obstacles and fears :)

Happy Teachers' Day!

2009-08-31T14:21:00.001+05:00

Short yet awesome performance today.
By the way, I was late this morning. Again.
Had congee (with century egg) just now. Yummy!
Watched abit of tv and fell asleep..
Luckily I woke up due to the pain on my hand (as my head was pressing on it).
Just bathed and I'm hitting the books after this.
Well anyway.. I know it is time to leave my laptop alone,
but I don't think there's any harm in blogging,
since I spend less than half an hour on it? :D
Will control myself and off the comp in 15 minutes' time.

Someone saw his gay partner and he's neglecting me already.. Booooo.
Sigh, nevermind. I don't care either.

No school tomorrow..
Though it's tiring to keep on studying, I won't give up. I'll tell myself not to.
Just 2 more months... I can do it! :D

Luv everybody. Tyvm for those lovely gifts!
--
I hate that forever arrogant face of yours.

Sweet 16th

2009-08-30T08:43:00.020+05:00

Thanks for the surprise party last night!
Though I somehow already knew about it, through some people, I was still surprised.
Imagine seeing them once I finished showering, when my hair is so untidy & wet.
Thanks for the lovely cake, they knew I'm still sick so they get a coffee one.
Didn't manage to snap a picture of the cake..
Busy wrapping up my head with my towel :P
Had steamboat dinner, then mahjong, then tv.
Jiale did his homework while we played!
Everyone went home around 12am.
People whom I didn't expect to come, came. But, Leon didn't.. What a brutha :(

Afterall, it was an enjoyable birthday.
Beatrice, Benjamin, Emerald, Jolene,
Jiale, Kenneth, Melvin, Sean, Tanyan,
big thanks for the surprise!
Every one of your presence is greatly appreciated.

Not forgetting those birthday messages, thanks to all! (L)
--
Blogger's photo uploader having error. Shall use photobucket instead.

--
Click on the photo for a clearer view.. (I look funny in the photo, I know :P)
Lastly,
Happy Birthday to myself!

irresistable

2009-08-27T18:52:00.004+05:00

ngyanting just called me. tyvm she teach me how to remove blogger's bug. lublub.
actually i know. i used to press ALTF5 but cannot. so she teach me use CTRLF5. worked!
supposed to go down & meet owl and bljh but i called him, he no answer :(
today whole day restrestrest, f. no studying for me today, boohoo.
nehmind, shall give myself a rest after so much studying..
even batteries need to recharge right :)

tmrw should be going sch. tho doctor gave me 2 days mc.
me dont want miss school yo.

whee. owl called me alrd! now going down to find them.
shun bian do my english speech writing.
now time is 10:00pm. shall come back early today.

luv everyone. muack, nights all.

& this is my 3rd entry for today le wor. heh :)

bless

2009-08-27T11:59:00.000+05:00

hi I'm back here. F my head is gettin' heavier. SAY NO TO FEVER!
oh wellz. i'm so gonna have my lunch after this 'cuz someone asked me to.
Glad he's having fun out there with the rest tho I can't join, haaz.
Why is everyone nagging here and there ugh.

i'll be back soon i hope. back to post that "hey guys! I've recovered!"
haizz.

thrilled

2009-08-27T07:18:00.006+05:00

Today's thursday which I was supposed to be studying the whole day from morning to night.
Sucha good plan yet sore throat hitted me yesterday.
If my sore throat don't go by today, fever will come along very soon.
Rested for the whole day yesterday.
I had 5-7 hours of sleep these days..
Here, gotta thank him for being my personal alarm clock :D
including last weekend. Since I wanna wake up early to study -.-
Plus I ate heaty foods recently.. Guess that's why I'm sick now.
Every year I'll get sick at least once..
Hopefully after this time,
I won't fall sick again until O's end? *Prays hard*
Some of them are taking their Chinese Prelims today.. Good luck!

After breakfast, Mommy's bringing me to doctor.
Hopefully the medicine can cure my sore throat :(
I uber hate sore throat okaiiiizx.
I rather cough non-stop than have sore throat, hmpf.
And I cried yesterday because I know if I'm sick I can't study much today :(
How dumb.
But nevermind.. shall give myself sufficient rest today..
But people out there can study and I cannot! Boohoo.
I'm feeling cold now ~ Flu's back again...
Oh well.. shall stop here. No idea what I'm blogging above too.
Mom says no lingyang for me already.. Otherwise my legs will feel sore soon.

Less than 60 days to O'levels now.. Jiayou, everyone!!! :D

Time now is 1000am + 17 minutes... That gives you? 1017am!
My laoahpek is out with my darling and the others.
I'm sick and he's out having fun!
.. Nehmind, I don't care about him anyway :P
So.. till here now, bye with xoxo.

开朗, 乐观, 往前走.
P/S: 29th Aug! *Hint* hahahah, muacks byebye.

outta my head

2009-08-25T14:15:00.002+05:00

Morning Breakfast @ Mac, with Weilin Niccole Qijun Kahling.
Had our Science practical exam today, as mentioned yesterday.
Teacher told us a few answers after the test.
......
Maybe I'm just born dumb? .. Whatever. Let's hope for a pass at least?
"What's done cannot be undone." :D

Unbelievable right, "when did that Melissa become so positive sial?!" Hahaha.
So.. Jack's Place with Jolene and Kenneth after school.
Chatted with babes and dudes at Mac after that.
Came home early today. Gonna do Emath paper after this..
I don't have to go to school on thursday,
since I don't have to take Chinese Prelims, *winks*.

Anyway, Kenneth said I'm fat :(
Then he said I'm not. But said I'm obese.
He pulls my hair everyday, what a big (fat) bully...

Now.. not gonna think about the practical exam this morning already.
Anyway the whole paper still lies mainly in paper2. Yeah? *Smiles*

Had a "fight" with Jolene in public today, haha. She's a hairy bitch :P
Hmmmm... I so wanna improve my English. Especially compo part.. How?

Now.. my greatest wish is to move to a new house.
No lizards, no insects, no ants, no anything... Doubt my wish will come true? Hah.

Hope everyone is doing well, be it studies, bgr, family, friendships, anything.
Will cherish my last few months in secondary school now..

Good bye.
P/S: Blogger cheat my feelings sial >;(
Thought I can post phichas today.. end up error again. Boooo!
Not gonna use blogger next year. Considering onsugar :D

边哭边笑

2009-08-24T16:48:00.003+05:00

Prelim Science Practical Exam tomorrow.
All the best to my friends and myself!

Blogger doesn't allow me to upload pictures, how great.
Well.. short entry for today.

Goodnight.

Blessed

2009-08-19T15:28:00.004+05:00

Just back home from Plaza. Bought lingyang for Weilin since she's unwell.
Had my English O'lvl Oral today..
after that we got to know our Chinese O'lvl results. Called Mommy right after that :D
Thanks God for blessing me all these while. Let's just hope my luck will not run out soon..
*Phew*! I can finally let go of one subject now :D
Glad that my friends around me did relatively well too!
Good luck to friends who are taking their English O'lvl Oral tomorrow!

Wheee! I can do self-studying during Chinese lessons now :)
Not much to post for today..
Overall it was a perfectly fine day for me..
Had a great time with Jo & Emerald after school :D

Hopefully those who've fallen sick will recover quickly and, cheer up people :)
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29th Aug is coming! *Hint*

rewind

2009-08-18T14:54:00.000+05:00

This is life so learn to take things easy, smile and cry hard.
Learn to put down things that we cannot change, learn to accept things as they are.
Learn to find joy in everything, find a reason to smile and laugh hard.
:)

May God bless for tomorrow's English O'lvl Oral!
I'll give in my best shot since it's the first, last and only chance. Lol :P
Ms Goh said she'll be keeping our Chinese results from us first, *phew*!
Then we'll go and get our results from her after our English oral.
Good luck to everyone and myself! :D

I'll never learn my mistakes,
never learn to treasure people who love me,
never stop hurting people who care for me,
and never stop taking people around me for granted.

On the phone with Jo now, sharing my good news with her!
She's going to study outside and I shall log off now to bathe and start studying :)

kept

2009-08-16T10:36:00.000+05:00

Good day, readers!
Well, Blogger is finally obedient today. I can unprivate my blog to everyone already.
Friday was Jo's birthday..
Glad that Caleb and Jiale turned up in the end.
Guess our surprise party was kind of... But at least she still got surprised right, lol.
Just about 7 or 8 people around.. Still fun anyway :)
Slacked for quite awhile before leaving her house in the night.
Beatrice left while the 3 girls had our dinner, while the guys joined Mr.Mohmd.

I know Bff appreciate my collage a lot :)
She couldn't not appreciate it though, I spent precious time on it lor.
Since I didn't give her any present last year and this year's valent.
And talking about valent day right, all the presents (meant for my friends) are still lying on my chair leh.
LOL. I know I very....... But I really got no time to finish d.i.y-ing them!

Today's 16th Aug.. My primary school friend's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TAN LIYING!
She won't see this but.. nevermind :)

Won't be updating often, of course.
Just felt like unprivating my blog, 'cause I'm lazy to invite one by one.

No pichas, lazy to upload.
Will be privating blog soon, lol.

Now it's near 2pm and the laoahpek finally woke up ^^
Hahahaha, bye - off to tuition already.

Addiction

2009-08-14T11:28:00.002+05:00

Wanted to unprivate my blog because it's my Bff's birthday today!
But blogger seems to have problems?
Happy 16th Birthday, bestest friend!
Shall keep things simple here since the things that I wanna say are all on the collage.
You've been a precious friend to me throughout these four years and yes,
we will be best friends forever. Today's your day yet I couldn't carry out my plan as planned yesterday,
but I guess it'll be fine even with the few of us. Luv ya lots!

Just bathed and now I'm gonna prepare to meet the rest then head to her house.
Did I mention she's the first friend of mine whom I made a big collage for? Haha hope she likes it.

I plan to finish up all my weekend assignments by tonight or rather, tomorrow morning.
And yes, this means I'm most probably gonna stay up tonight to complete them, before 6am tomorrow.
Not that I gotta hand in them tomorrow or whatsoever, it's just that I wanna finish up fast,
then sat will be physics revision and sun, geography.
Well, lets just hope I don't feel sleepy tonight? Will coffee or chicken essence help?

Alright guess I shall get going now.
Ciaos!

P/S: O'level Eng oral coming up next week. And we're getting our O'lvl Chi results too. Good luck to all!

growing

2009-08-13T15:47:00.001+05:00

Well I'm here to post even though I've privated my blog.
Tomorrow's the 14th and it'll be my Bff's birthday!
Planned a small surprise party for her..
Hope it'll be successful and fun even with the few of us (ex-2D peeps) only.
Just reached home after Emath extra lesson.
Supposedly to rush and prepare for tuition at 7pm (when it's already 0636) now.
But well I have to do some printings so.. yeah.

School have been really fine for me these days.
I mean, of course there are times when the hot weather will cause me to lose my mood and all,
but well, the people around me are always in high-spirits and I sort of get influenced by them?
Especially Lee Cai Yun and the malay guys in class.

I aim to go Ngee Ann Polytechnic after GCE O'levels.
Yes I initially planned to head for a Junior College instead but as time goes..
I've changed my decision because I would prefer a Poly-life than a JC one.
I wouldn't want myself to stress so hard on studies for two damn years.
Maybe it's because I've no confidence in myself, or maybe it's because I'm just afraid of A'levels.
Everyone is saying about how hard JC life is, even teachers also commented that A'levels ain't easy.
Anyway it's not like I can't get into a University through Poly.
I know it's a slightly less possible compared to JC but..
Comparing JC to Poly life.. The latter seems much better. Isn't it?
Well, just thought that it'll be kinda dumb for me if I were to go into a JC and ended up drowning there,
regretting so much on why didn't I choose to go into a Poly instead.
I know I tend to do decisions which I'll never be satisfied in the end.
So.. After hearing so much about how people tend to have difficulties coping in JC,
guess it'll be a good choice to go into a Poly, yes?

Alright, so much for today.
I'm sorry for privating my blog for the past few days/weeks and not inviting certain people here.
I randomly put emails down for invitations so it's not like my close ones will be invited either.
Anyway there's nothing much in here so.. Haha.

Bye for now!
It's good to know that you'll always be there, just for me.

feelings come & go -

2009-07-31T13:18:00.004+05:00

A very good evening to all readers. The time now is 04:08pm.
I just got back home from Bpp with Jo, Val, T.yan :D
Didn't join them for lunch since I'm rather tired today.
Had my oral this afternoon.
Hopefully everything goes well for my friends and myself!

Today had ss mock paper but I didn't study for it.. First time? :/
I didn't know that today will be testing on that chapter lor.
Hahaa guess I didn't manage to see the note on the whiteboard that day.
But it's okay, wheeheeeyipeez.

To-do-list:
Complete all weekend assignments by today!

Going for interview this monday! Hence will be leaving school early.
Wondering if I'll ever have the time out for some hair trim?
Anyway, yesterday was class photoshoots. Well.. it's our last time already.

Recently found out that blogger's experience some problems,
but I heard that Ctrl-F5 will be able to correct the error. It works! Geeeheez.
Now..Shall send some songs before bathing & study!

Tell me why

2009-07-30T19:57:00.008+05:00

EL Oral (Prelim) tomorrow.
All the best to everyone and myself!

Less than a month's time to Preliminary Examinations.
Less than 3 months' time to GCE O'levels.
~
NAP called me today.
Anyway.. these days my moods are rather unstable.
I don't know why either :(

Sometimes you have to run away to see who will come after you.

~~It hurts upon hearing the bits & pieces of news from your friends. But.. what can I do? ...~~
~~我还留在黑暗中守候，你却已经远远离开我...~~

don't cry

2009-07-26T09:54:00.007+05:00

After what the teachers said to me,
I decided not to give up on Amaths anymore! :D
Thanks Jolene who came to my house earlier on, to pass me amath bk :)

Not gonna update my blog often already.
Will be privating it soon :)
--
On a random note, I think snow-skiing is fun!
Watched abit of extreme ops yesterday. Heh heh.

Sometimes I really don't understand why do people act this or that way..
How do people mask themselves up so well..
Why do people talk without thinking first..
Why do some people behave differently before different people..
.....
Just blogging out some random stuffs in my head these days..

Hopefully my classmates are getting well now!
Take lots of care too, people!

~~Why are the past memories still flashing in my head..?~~

exhausted

2009-07-21T13:51:00.008+05:00

Don't let your emotions control your mind.
Let your mind control your emotions instead.

Old photos :)

My bff came to school with me this morning but report sick after that.
Hope she'll recover quickly!
Today's a fine day.. We had Emath and SS mock papers.
I hate the weather! If only we have air-conditioned classrooms..

Enjoy chatting with my bff and gff everyday (Jo and Cy :D)!
Well.. It's funny to think back about the past...
I remember looking at the calendar, "8 more months to O'levels.."
In a blink of an eye, it's less than 3 months now...

Wonder what would happen after we graduate..
Hopefully everyone will still stay in contact :)

MT O'level listening compre tomorrow.
Good luck, everyone!

P/S: ULCERS SUCK TO THE MAX, zzzz.
Take care of your health, people!

~~The sight of you irks me.. ):~~

04:54pm

2009-07-20T13:52:00.009+05:00

Taken last year.

Here's a very random post before I head to bathe and get ready for tuition.
One by one, people are falling sick nowadays..
Hey guys, do drink plenty of water and have ample of rest ok!
Hope that my friends will recover asap! (Esp. Jo and Cy! :D)
School's great like everyday and I know I always laugh at the slightest things!
I don't like it when people look at me with those "what's your problem" face -.-
It's like, walao eh! People like to laugh what, you where not happy?! zzzzz.
Blah blah blah.

I can't bear to leave this school..
But before 2009 ends, I hope I can fulfil the promise I made to myself..

Glad to have my haopengyou around everyday :) Esp. when my bff is not with me.
Thanks irritating boy! :D

.. We'll be friends again, soon.

forgive & forget

2009-07-17T11:49:00.017+05:00

Thanks God It's Friday! School ends before 1230 today.
Well, my bff did not come to school :((((( Hope she recover soon!
Lunch with NKL and OWL earlier on.
My darling owl was very sweeeeet (not), she offered to carry my thick file :)))
5-7pm for Amaths lesson later on. Boohoooo.
Many losing interest in Amath already.. Tell me how to get motivated myself then?
But I'll still listen to teacher though. I'll still go for the exams :))) I hope.

I wanna clear all my homeworks by today, so that I can study my humans on sat!
As usual thing :))) And leave my sunday for poa!! (Haha)
Since I don't want to spend too much time on amath,
I gotta make sure my poa do well right, (lol)

Last night had a good time with my irritating haopengyou :)
You know you know? Ok you don't know.. Nevermind :P
Some pichas (old & recent ones) today before I go..

My 4-year-good-friend. (My dog la, actually -.-) LOL

SHE IS SO FUNNY OMG I LAUGHED DAO~~

This is me and my good friend LCY :))) She alien sia, not I short, is she tall -.-
This is meeee. Like so-damn-cool right the angle I take :P

Does anyone remember this....

Memories.......

P/S: Happy birthday (in advance) to Anxiu kxg and Zhicong ahbum! :)))

Strangers to friends. Friends to lovers. Lovers to.. strangers? Why does it ends here?
We'll be friends again soon.. I hope.

if only there's a time machine,

2009-07-14T15:56:00.005+05:00

let me go back to secondary one,
and revive all the bittersweet memories throughout these 4 years..

庆幸, 我有你这个~~好朋友~~。

Hanging on

2009-07-10T13:55:00.002+05:00

05:05pm

人生的过程中，难免遇到挫折
懂得保护自己，也要懂得爱自己
生命的乐章，看你自己如何谱写
躲避不一定躲得过，面对不一定就难受
得到不一定能长久，失去不一定不再有，转生不一定最脆弱
别急着说别无选择，别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案不只一个，所以我们永远有路可以走
你能找到理由难过，也一定能找到理由快乐
懂得放心的人找到轻松，懂得遗忘的人找到自由，懂得关怀的人找到朋友

Do anyone of you find the above familiar?
Well.. school was fine today except I'd forgotten to bring my physics folder.
Thanks Mom, she brought it to school for me..
And today's the first time (normal school days) I went to school w/o blowdrying my hair -.-
Amaths' evening class is cancelled today..
Shall do homework/study tonight. And there's POA lesson tomorrow.....
Gonna send songs into my phone before leaving my laptop. Baibai^v^

~~How could I have forgotten.. You still hate me, as much as before. After so much that I've done to you.~~

Fall

2009-07-09T19:45:00.003+05:00

Hellow everybody.
Time now 1022pm and I've just got home.
Came to use laptop to print some stuff for people.
Today~ After school then home then Bangkit then home.
Jo called then went to look for her and Zhicong.

Late for school today even when I cabbed...... Forget it.
And yesterday was a very tired day, I don't know why,
couldn't stop sleeping and couldn't wake up on time as well.
Therefore, late this morning :/
Have been staying up till 1 or 2am these days, insufficient sleep as usual.
Used to be able to pull through the next day even with <5hrs of sleep everyday.
Well.. guess it's time to change this habit already.

School has always been fun with laughters everywhere!
I just can't believe that we're leaving this school next year...
I hate to think of how people drift as time passes.
We used to be so close.. Someone whom I turn to whenever I'm down.
Should I try to narrow the gap between us.. before it's too late? ... ...

When can I ever change? When can I ever stop bearing grudges?
When can I ever stop taking people for granted? When can I ever learn to cherish people?
When can I ever stop hurting people? When can I ever learn to be sensible?

:'(

Eighth

2009-07-08T14:31:00.006+05:00

After 4 damn days I'm finally back here again. Miss me anyone?
So hell yeah, today had my Chinese O'level Oral. Today was about 成功人士.
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%
As usual, can't stop worrying after the exam.
Just talked to Jolene. She can't help me to stop thinking either~
Well..It's like, OVER ALREADY WHAT!! WORRY FOR WHAT?!! -.-

OK, MELISSA LEE. YOU BETTER STOP THINKING ABOUT THE ORAL.
GOD! BLESS ME!
damn i got anxiety disorder sia~ LOL
K I'M GOING TO STOP THINKING. BYE BYE.

me is frigging irritated by me fringe.
me want to eat mof. me is going to pompom now. me lubbie everyone, bye :)
0549pm

They say one can never forget how the others make them feel.
I paused. I thought. You once made me feel special...and loved. So much that I took you for granted... ...

Hot and Cold

2009-07-04T10:23:00.009+05:00

01:59pm
"Singapore has confirmed 91 new cases (879th – 969th case) of Influenza A (H1N1-2009) today, bringing the total tally to 969 confirmed cases. Investigations are on-going for the remaining 97 cases. Of the 89 cases investigated yesterday, there were 61 local cases and 28 imported cases."

大家好! I did not go for spring carnival today.
Some said it was boring.. while the others find it fun.
Just ended the call with JoleneLow.
Got the sudden urge to eat MOF!! I wanna watch movie!

Gonna fill my stomach now before heading back to my books~

Live, laugh, love

2009-07-03T09:39:00.004+05:00

Had a great morning with the girls today.
I was so reluctant to go to school lor. It's like, go for 1hr lesson only -.-
But then, I still went in the end..
Time now is 1242pm. Gonna start my e-learning assignments after this.
Amaths tuition tonight! I'm so gonna make myself love amaths again k, haha. (as if)

I wanna watch transformers leh.. No! I wanna watch 3D movie!! zzzz.
I WANNA CUT MY FRINGE!!!

They used to say, never let a guy know how much you love him, they'll only take you for granted.
So hurt.. Be brave to hurt people. Instead of letting people hurt you.. Right?
):

Happy Birthday, Beatrice -

2009-07-02T14:03:00.003+05:00

!@#$%^&*() Fuck that damn ulcer on my tongue.
Currently on the phone now with Jolene. Hope you recover soon!
Lessons are pretty fine these days.. Laughters everywhere, hah!
Big hurray! Tomorrow is E-learning day so there's no school for us!
But my class still have to go back school for an hour lesson on oral..

Damn, ulcers sucks berrrr-larrrr-dy much.
Why must it be on my tongue?!@#$%^&!!!
-.-

Don't know what else to post already leh, sad hor.
Went home with NgYanTing and CrystalChengMeiQi today, hehheh.
Had MosBurger with JasminTeh, TanJieChun and OhJiaLian yesterday.

As today's the damn-act-cute girl's birthday..
I'll take this opportunity to tell her.... (Okay, it's the same thing in my sms & letter -.-)
You've been a wonderful friend of mine for these 4 years.
Thanks for the genuine friendship, dearling.
Hope you have an enjoyable day today! luv.

Till here now, bye.

I wanna be alone. I don't want myself to fall in too deep. I don't want to get hurt again..
I'm sorry.

Hidden within,

2009-06-30T15:34:00.001+05:00

School was pretty fine for both today and yesterday.
Hopefully the following days will be even better yeah!!
Good news is chinese olvl oral is changed to next week.
At least there's more time for preparations..
as well as to prepare something for july birthday babies :)
HAHAHAHA. THAT DAMN ACT CUTE BEATRICE WONG. I WON'T RMB UR BDAY, MUAHAHA.

Nothing much to post today.
Just came here to liven my site a little, before going out to buy some stuffs.
No need to countdown to O'levels because it's just getting nearer each day..
No more time to lose man!! Work hard k, everyone!
Please take good care of your health too!!!

JC or POLY??!! Once again, I'm stuck in this. Dilemma.

Just a few more months to go.. before we leave this school :(

--
Before I even realised,
you've already become part of my life now..

06:40pm

Thanks

2009-06-28T19:30:00.006+05:00

for bringing smiles to my life.

Stand by me,

2009-06-28T08:21:00.006+05:00

Today's the last day of june holidays!
Guess I'd enough of play now (though I rested for like only, less than a week).
Doubt I'll be blogging in the next few days.
For goodness sake, I need to tidy up my table asap!!
Mom's nagging me to do it like, everyday, but I always put it off to tomorrow.
No choice, gotta tidy the pile of books after breakfast later.
Well.. Guess it's time to get back into the "study mood" now?
Shall resume my studying routine today! Hmmm.. lets seee...
Chemistry or geography or ss? Think I'm gonna read on chem later.
Uploaded some pichas today, Of course there's more but I'm lazy to upload all.

I'm gonna study hard. Not gonna let anything and anyone distract me.
Just a few more months to go. I can do it!

I swear I didn't photoshop my hair colour, haha.

P/S: Should I get my report book signed tonight or tmr morning..?

The sight of your irks me,

2009-06-27T08:33:00.019+05:00

These few days were just slack, slack and slack.
At least I did study last week.
A little rest doesn't matter, right? :)
Saw Beatrice yesterday and she sent me BOF songs! Finally.
Too bad she didn't manage to send me all.

Woke up by Jo this morning.
She sent mcdonald breakfast to my doorstep :) Isn't she sweet? Hah.
She could have passed it to my maid,
but she die-die want me to take it from her personally -.-
Well nevermind, THANK YOU! muackszx.

Talking on the phone now.
Heard about the news of Michael Jackson.. R.I.P.
1 more day to school reopening!
Both excited and scared.. Don't know why either.

"In order to be happy, you've gotta learn to put down hatred and move on.."

posted at 12pm
edited @ 09:35pm

恨总比爱难放下.

My apologies,

2009-06-26T10:04:00.004+05:00

Life is never smooth-sailing.
One by one, problems will come after you.

Just thankful to have friends around.
Though some had never really cared, I guess.
But at least they pretended to care.

Ah, whatever.
I believe staying optimistic is the only solution.
Look on the brighter side of life!
Cheers.

01:04pm

Drag me to hell,

2009-06-24T19:44:00.005+05:00

Awesome, exciting, frightening.
A really great movie, shall rate it 4 stars out of 5!
Swear I almost vomited during those parts that were rather gross,
and laughed at inappropriate moments..
(esp. the part when the guy kenna possessed) LOL.
Lots of window shopping in Vivocity.
Anyway we initially planned to catch Ice Age 3 (3D vers),
but there was only 1 seat left.
And did I mention that we were so into the movie,
that we did not finish up our popcorns?
Waste money I know,
what's worst was our popcorns looked as if we did not eat at all.
But I actually hugged the pack of popcorns throughout the movie.
And the sound effects are damn, very loud.

But overall, a tiring but great day!
We didn't join Jiale & co. to East Coast,
since we don't really know how to cycle -.-

Rather slacking the past few days..
Thought of taking a break out of studying.
Looking forward to school reopening,
guess that's when the die-die-must-study attitude will come back..

Shall end today's post with...

Let's hope I won't get any night mares tonight..
And I went home early today, before midnight! (:
Good night, everyone!
Thanks for everything ♥

2009-06-23T10:29:00.001+05:00

-
Life is like riding a bicycle.
To keep your balance,
you must keep on going.

Memorable,

2009-06-21T10:14:00.018+05:00

Last night's BBQ was fun,
though the rain delayed our plan,
everything went on rather smoothly after that.
We headed to Shengsiong ( I saw Jiening! :D) before going to Bangkit.
Played games with the girls while waiting for the rain to stop.
Finally, met up with the rest..
Watched Muxi performed his so-called "magic".
Didn't eat much, rather, very little.
The guys were hilarious!
Chased around with some mad girls.
I swear my tummy ached like hell from laughing too much!

Jasmin got hurt in her toe, thanks to Ken.
Her dad came to fetch us home around 12am.
Stayed at Jas's house till 3am.
Had supper (mac delivery) and dvd.
Experienced serious gastric pain last night :'/
Hopefully, everyone enjoyed the bbq!
Till here now, Bye :)

P/S: Thanks to Ms Goh for the wallet!!!
---
Never gonna love again.

Good friends,

2009-06-19T10:10:00.003+05:00

till the end.

I♥JLBH.

2009-06-18T10:47:00.017+05:00

Overall, a great movie. Rating 3/5 maybe? Haha.
Nothing much to post about my day.
It's fun of course, since I took a break out of studying.

There's more photos but well,
I'm lazy to get my phone here :/

Hope everyone is doing well out there,
be it playing hard or studying hard! :D

I missssss............
Gonna resume studying now so..
Luv everyone k, (muacks) Bye!

Keep away from me. I do nothing but to hurt people.
So go.. go away....... ...

"Isn't it ironic?

2009-06-17T14:00:00.016+05:00

We ignore who adores us, adore who ignores us,
love who hurts us, and hurt who loves us."

谢谢你教会我明白失去的滋味，
好让我学会珍惜身边的每一个人。

2009-06-17T11:17:00.000+05:00

Don’t weep for me
Don’t pretend that you care
Don’t lie to me
And say you’ll be there.

Don’t look at me
Don’t even glance my way
Just turn around
And walk right away

Don’t let me believe
In this fairy tale
Just let me stand here
Feeling lonely and pale

-

Time is running out,

2009-06-14T08:10:00.002+05:00

Seriously there's no more time to play anymore.
Oh god, is everyone out there studying hard?
I hope so.
Let's all mug hard together!

Happily ever after.

Feigned ignorance,

2009-06-12T16:31:00.020+05:00

Well, came back here to update a little.
Thought my laptop was faulty but eh? No, in good condition -.-
Today's lesson... 8 to 4pm.
Many complained of boredom & sleepiness during ss lecture, lol.
Finally, today marks the end of holiday lessons!
Except for a few more like geog & amath.
Time is not on our side, so we've got no more time to lose.
Will start studying again soon.

After school today,
had fun with agnes & weilin. (:
Nothing much to elaborate on,
I know my entries are boring but who cares, lol.

Alright, shall upload some random photos today.. Don't worry, you're not on a cake gallery site...

#1 & #2 are the birthday cakes of Ms Goh, Agnes & Victor.
#3 are the birthday cakes of Emerald, Amirul & Yongxiong.
#4 is just a random photo.. The girl in blue is fugly I know, (lol).
#5 is the best photo taken that day, but Jiale was reluctant to join in.
(Everyone agreed that Kenneth spoiled the photo, hahaha.)

Now studying is placed before anything & everything.
Seriously not giving any damn to anything else.

Things always change but life will never stop for anybody.
"Don't worry 'cause everything will be okay..."

P/S: Men don't show their pain explicitly.

~~I'm glad to have you by my side..~~

Beyond imagination,

2009-06-11T13:15:00.008+05:00

HELLO EVERYONE!
Over at Jolene's house now.
Had a great time with Caiyun & Weilin earlier on!

..
As usual, there's school tmr.
But lessons are gonna end soon,
and of course, school is reopening.

Well, I had just ended a "fight" with that bitch!
She's a scary monster! Sicko! HAHAHA.
Laughed so much till my tummy ached like siaozxzxzx.

Life has been good for me the past few days,
I get to spend time with that hairy babe (jlbh),
and managed to afford the time out for eyebrow trim.
Get to meet up with lovely (esjy) few days ago.
Wonder what's that sexaye bitch (bwps) doing these days..

Okay, this post is very random, extremely.
Looking forward to class bbq! :D

Doubt I'll come back tmr,
probably gonna private my blog again.
Alright, a short and sweet post (lol),
till here now, bye.

If he's stupid enough to walk away,
be smart enough to let him go.

Shouts & screams,

2009-06-07T23:29:00.005+05:00

I hate this family.

2009-06-07T11:59:00.002+05:00

(2nd post)
omfg.
2 hours had past & i'm still here.
okay, someone reminded me to log off yes,
but i didn't listen. lol, how to. he didn't use force, so dont care lor.
HAHAHA.
tried calling that bitch but no one picks up the call.
guess she's burying herself in housework, unlike me.. LOL!

Alright, I'm really logging off.
I WANT TO STUDY! MELISSA LEE. FASTER GO!!!
Eh no, today is homework day.
okay.. I WANT TO DO HOMEWORK! FASTER FASTER!

and i just thought of something,
i need to do something to my eyebrows (again) & hair.
wonder when will i have the time for trimming again..

Life is too short,

2009-06-07T09:21:00.009+05:00

to be anything but happy.

Time now is 12:09pm & I just had my breakfast not long ago.
Decided to log in here to post some rubbish.
Yesterday was Ss revision.
Could have studied more but well, btr than nth.
Today will be homework day, tuition resuming today.

And I know once I come online,
there'll be a high possibility that I'll not log off in an hour's time.
But there'll be someone reminding me, so I guess I'll do so :/

Tmr's school again, hip hip hurray.
Did some bloghopping before this,
many friends out there enjoying life, haha!
But it's okay luh, sec fours should prioritize on studies :D

Like what (I-forgot-who) teacher said,
why waste the remaining (about) 5 more months playing,
just to ruin your future away?
LOL. Kay luh, I don't remember his exact words but,
it sounds something like that lor. (:

Till here now.

抽烟对身体百害而无一利.

I caught myself smiling for no reason,

2009-06-06T16:00:00.004+05:00

then I realised I was thinking of you.

Damn that fcuking hot weather.
It successfully forced me to stop studying,
when I could have continued.
Nevermind, shall resume in the night.

What's meant to be, will always find its way.

Breaking free,

2009-06-05T16:02:00.010+05:00

Had EL & SS lessons today.
Lessons ended earlier than stated :)
And we got back our report books already.

Slacked in the noon and I swear the weather kills.
Talked about many things during lunch..
Tried to study when I get home..
but the things that we shared just now popped into my mind -.-
Rather distracted, shall resume studying tonight/tmr.

Amaths, Amaths, Amaths...
MAKE ME LOVE YOU PLEASE.
Don't make me give up on you...

Argh, sounds idiotic I know. But......
Don't know why, the interest just disappeared all of a sudden..
And on a random note, I LUB CHEMISTRY. haha, till here now.

Go on and smoke your life away.

Should I smile because we are friends..
Or cry because that's all we will ever be?

Happy Birthday, Jialian!

2009-06-04T13:30:00.007+05:00

To sch for Amaths lesson today.
Hopefully I can find back the "love" for amaths I used to have, before sch reopens..
Choose not to meet anyone lest I cause the person to be late :/
Slacked throughout the noon with the girls.
Had fun with Nic & Qj, aft Yz & Wl left.
Could have stayed longer but I decided to head home to rest..

Tomorrow'll be a long day in school.
Hope lessons won't be too boring :)

Yet to tidy up my room, big sighs.

May/may not be going out (slack?) in the night.
So no-life, hahaha.

No hope, no disappointment.

A new life begins,

2009-06-03T19:30:00.018+05:00

Walked to school (in the morning) with the girls, for Chemistry lesson.
(Noon), initially planned to go plaza with my classmates,
but since Caiyun decided to stay in sch,
might as well accompany her, can't possibly let her be alone :)
Had our lunch while waiting for Ellen.
Thanks to Jolene who walked all the way back to school to walk me home!

Slacked for quite awhile before going out.
Our plan to shopping was cancelled.
Wanted to watch movie but we decided to fill our stomach instead.
Slacked throughout the night for quite some time, under the moonlight, lol.
So sweeeeeeet right, hahaha.

Came back home before midnight, there's school tomorrow!
:)

Live life to the fullest.

Crush on you,

2009-06-02T12:30:00.014+05:00

Hello everyone! Decided to unprivate my blog for the time being.
So, MT O'level paper1&2 is over.
As usual, no confidence but may god bless me and everyone :)
I had Aljisen for dinner last night, could have eaten more but we didn't bring much money.
Slacked throughout the whole night, awesome.
Could have ton through the night, but there's school tmr.. which is, today.

Mommy bought a cute mini fan for me! That's what I need now!
I'm so gonna bring it so school, it can cool me down while I walk back home.
By the way, thanks to those who smsed over wishing me good luck for MT..
Since I don't have unlimited smses like you guys, don't expect me to reply all.
However, those wishes were really appreciated :)

I thought of blogging for today only, or maybe again after today.
Sorry to those whom I did not invite,
but I don't blog often nowadays so.. yeah.
Doesn't matter, anyway the more interesting entries are in another blog.
Somewhere not many can have access to, lol.

May or may not be going out later.
Can't stay out too late either, there's school tmr..

I thought of the things happening back 2 years ago..
Not gonna mention any unhappy stuffs,
but hell yeah, life was great then.
Though all we did was just slack, shop, pon class, etc..
Well, at least we all had fun together.
As for 2009.. I don't hope to go back to that relaxing life,
just gonna fully concentrate on studies and nothing else :)
Just 5 more months to go,
definitely not gonna let anything distract me, I've got to do my best..

Well, so what am I doing now?
Currently waiting for my handphone to vibrate..

I doubt anyone will get to read this entry,
since I didn't inform anyone that I had unprivated my blog.
Hahaha, guess they'll be glad to know,
since I couldn't find the time to invite them when requested, in here the past few days.

Okay, bye for now.
Gonna send songs into my phone, as planned before I blogged :)
Though there's a high possibility that I'll go bloghopping for hours,
and forget all about my songs.

Oh ya, I had made slight changes to my template.
Hopefully both internet & firefox, etc users are able to view my site clearly/better now ;)

P/S: Good luck to friends who are taking GCE O'LVL Chemistry SPA tomorrow! :D

Make everyday world no tobacco day.

Bless me.

2009-06-01T18:56:00.002+05:00

MT O'LVL 2009.

p1 & p2 done.
oral coming up on 2nd july.

:)

Kiss goodbye,

2009-05-23T18:59:00.002+05:00

No special reasons,
decided to private my blog already.
Nobody's gonna see this entry but whatever.

I will invite the people whom I want to invite.
So don't bother to come forward to ask me. (:

2009-05-22T18:19:00.008+05:00

It feels good to read through my entries of 2007. Great memories!
Amazing to see how the guys grow taller than me as time goes.
Or I should say, surprisingly I didn't grow taller at all as time goes.
Sounds better, yes no?
Well anyway, memories will always be memories.
Yeah.

I feel so dumb when I read through those entries.
It's like, why am I like this?! Laugh out loud.
Well anyway, bye.
Random enough, I know. Why not, kisses for everyone before sleep?
Eh no, they're only meant for....... LOL.
Kay, dinner's calling me. Goodnight guys.

"Cause the day I thought I'll never get through,

2009-05-22T12:30:00.017+05:00

Hello fellow readers.
Did I mention that MT Intensive Programme had started?
8am to 1pm for chinese lesson throughout the whole day. Everyday. Until 1st June.
Yesterday was alright, I tried my best to concentrate.
But as the time passes, more and more people are getting hyperactive,
and finally, I began talking and playing around too! :D

Anyway, today had our chinese mock papers 1 & 2.
The weather kills, and of course it's tiring to do the papers.
Especially when we know we'll be doing another mock paper next week,
not just once, but twice or thrice.
But such practices are for our own good, so it's fine afterall.
At least the guys were really hilarious, though they irritated the teacher. Haha!

Had lunch with Jo & Val just now, before coming home.
My cute lil' brother showed me his photo taken with all his basketball team mates.
I could see he's happy to get the group photo, just like how I am happy for him! :)

I'm back here to wish my milkbottle - How Yanling, Happy 2 Years Anniversary!
I guess you thought I'd forgotten about it.
I wanted to text you but I was thinking that you would have lost count.
Surprisingly, you still remembered!
It's not that I think you wouldn't care,
but I was afraid you had too much on your mind,
that you'd have forgotten about me.
Anyway, I hope you're doing well with in studies.
I'll pray that things can go smoothly for you :)
I believe you'll be able to focus and study hard.
Here for you always, love.

I've got lots to say to certain people,
but I guess it's not the time to get mushy now.
Shall come back another time, probably after the major exams.
By then I'll speak my mind out and thank the people I've always wanted to thank :)

Shall get going now.
Ciaoz :)

I got over you."
0330pm

Laughters and tears,

2009-05-20T16:29:00.002+05:00

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Emerald!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

This post is specially meant for my lovely babe!
Thanks for being sucha amazing friend.
You never fail to be there whenever I need you.
I'm really thankful to all the things you've done for me.
We've been friends throughout these four years,
and I believe we will be friends till the end :)
We've went through so much laughters and tears.
Thanks again for lending me a shoulder to cry on,
when I was at the lowest point of my life.
You've been a wonderful friend to me all these while.
I'm both happy and glad that our friendship can last throughout our secondary years.
Hopefully, we'll still keep in touch with one another after we graduate :)
I sincerely hope that you will last with your bunny,
and I'm really really happy for you, because you're lucky to have him.
Thanks for lending me to read your letter,
it's touching and of course, I'm happy for you! :D
Don't worry because I've never blamed you,
it's okay if you spend more time with your bunny,
'cause I know no matter what happens, we'll never forget each other! :)

Managed to take a picture of the cakes today,
but I'm lazy to upload them now -.-
Well anyway, chinese o'levels is coming soon. Very very soon.
So I'm gonna bid goodbye to this blog,
I'll leave it to rot before I come back to close/private it :)

Happy Birthday to Valerie! In advance :)

0732pm

Accept my apologies,

2009-05-19T15:25:00.003+05:00

I'm sorry if I'd hurt anyone.
Blame it on those swinging emotions, stirring up within me.
I guess I need some of you to leave me alone.
I can't bother to explain much,
'cause sometimes, some things are just so hard to explain.

It does hurt to hear certain stuffs you'd never want to hear.
But so what?
I don't give a damn.
I'm standing stronger here.
I've tore down the mask, I'm showing everyone the true me now.

One who is truly happy,
finally.
:)

Once again, I'm sorry.

I'm abandoning this blog soon.
All other thoughts are private in another blog :)

2009-05-18T12:18:00.001+05:00

Happy Birthday, Jiaqi!

"是你的，一定会回来的。"

2009-05-18T12:17:00.008+05:00

I'm leaving the past behind,
I'm moving on with my life.

So this is what they meant.
"You can never control how your heart feels,
but the power of your mind is able to overcome anything."

I've did it.
No matter how much my heart wants to say,
I only allow my mind to speak.
I control my own thoughts with my own mind.
And that's what make me become of today.

Standing stronger than before,
smiling harder than ever before.
:)

Optimism,

2009-05-17T19:11:00.006+05:00

Watched "uninvited" today.
Rating: 3.5 out of 5? :)
We bought chipster packet in to munch on during the movie.
Window shopping, (searched for jackets), before heading back to Bp.

Talked abit with Muxi, slacked here and there,
camwhore before heading home :)

Talked for hours with jc last night :)
Going school tmr! Yipppeeee! I miss school! Haha :)

I've changed.
10:30pm

Stronger each day,

2009-05-16T09:51:00.008+05:00

Jack's place for dinner with Jolene last night.

Window shopping before we left causewaypoint.
Headed back to panjang,
slacked for hours before going home near midnight. :)

We took more than this, but most of them look rather unglam D:

Channel 933 was really hilarious yesterday.
Lazed around on bed smsing for an hour before pulling myself up this morning :/
Dad and Mom bought lots of foods home again.
I believe I'll grow fatter by the end of year :/

My room is in a terribly mess,
with stacks of books piling almost everywhere,
even with the new bookshelf, I still can't keep my things organised :/
Well, that's so me.
Just like what happens to my wardrobe.
No matter how many times my maid tidied the clothes,
my wardrobe will still return to its unkempt state in days' time.

Monday's supposed to be e-learning day, no school.
But we're secondary fours, no choice so we've gotta attend school as usual :)
Getting back physics papers, *prays hard*.

and better in every ways.
1252pm

Behind those smiles,

2009-05-15T12:13:00.015+05:00

Okay, this is me and my soulmate.
If you are observant enough, she wrote "dumb" on her hand, refering to me -.-

And yes, spot me if you can! I'm a supergirl, trying to fly and obviously failed. LOL.

Just playing around with different facial expressions..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'M BACK AGAIN! I'M BACK AGAIN!
I joined Plurk today because it seems rather fun to me,
since it's like, everyone's using it -.-
Ok ok, I follow trends. So what!
Hmmmmm, my sister said that my blog is very boring with so many words!
So I decided to liven up my blog a little with the photo above!
That photo fugly lor, especially my eyebrow so thick, lol.
But it's okay lah, who cares man, my blog yo!
Well anyway, I've trimmed my eyebrows already hor! Hehe (:
Anyway, I finally logged into friendster and facebook today.
I guess I'll be abandoning friendster soon,
I received even more requests in facebook lor -.-

Alright, this is just a random entry luh.
Going out later, not confirmed going where.
Sad hor, no aims or directions in life ~ HAHAHA.
Will be back to post again tonight or tomorrow lor.
Anyway, I was really a good sister can.
I taught my brother science last night -.-
But nothing goes into that damn brain of his,
so it's not my fault if he fails his exam....

Hahahaha, see see see, just crap here and there, the blog entry just gets longer and longer.
Amazing! Isn't it.

Okay luh, shall log off first.
And that damn weather is forcing me to stay at home.
OH NO I CAN'T BOMB PEOPLE AGAINNNNNNNNNN -.-

P/S: I know many can't view my blog properly in mozilla firefox. I used internet explorer to make this skin, so gimme time yea! I'll edit my template again soon to suit mozilla (:

are just tears and fears.
0321pm

Stop and stare,

2009-05-14T11:57:00.013+05:00

Hell yeah, I'm back! For now only.
Obviously because mid year examinations had come to an end.
But that doesn't put a fullstop yet.
Chinese O'level papers are coming up soon.
Secondary four students are said to have no june holidays.
Surprise or not, I'm absolutely fine with that though.
Studying is fun!
I hope I don't sound too exaggerated here,
but seriously, books had become a big part of my life now. (lol)

Well anyway, there's no school tomorrow so hurray!
I hope I can do well for mid year examinations leh.
I'm prepared to receive bad news for both my languages,
:(

Mommy said I still have to go for tuition tonight,
despite the fact that exams has just been over.
Well, don't like it but no choice, for the sake of o'levels, I've gotta go man! Haha.

Oh yeah, so I've been losing touch with blogging for oh-so-long.
It feels really good to type out everything and anything you want here.
They say blogging is troublesome? I beg to differ.
As a blogger myself, blogging is not just about blogging. (lol)
So what do I mean? Blogging can actually allow one to understand yourself better.
You'll see your progress,
how much you've grown and learnt, how much you've changed..

Sometimes people out there tend to read your posts,
and make assumptions of anything and everything.
Dumb, I must say. I hate that.
I'm not refering to anyone particular here,
but I don't like it when people just assume things about you,
worst, they go around telling the others about their stupid assumptions.

Well anyway, the above are just some random information -.-
You see, I've not been blogging for quite some time,
so yeah, pardon me. Let me talk some crap bullshit here, haha.

Some people say they view blogs only to see pictures and not the text content.
Okay, I'm not one of them, lol.
I don't know leh, but maybe they're lazy to read or whatsoever.
Haha, at least I know I have readers who'll actually read the whole chunk of words here. Hahaha.

Ok ok, so back to the main topic.
Well well well, I've got lots to say actually.
But I don't know where to start from. Rather, how to put my feelings into words. :/
Undescribable feelings, I guess. Haha.
So.. My life is packed with studying all these while.
Anyway, I suspect I have anxiety disorder. Hahaha.
Bullshit again.
Well, 'cause, I once read those symtoms on the papers,
and I've got ticks for all of them :/ Hahaha.

Anyway, I wanna say a big thank you to my dearest sister.
She'll see this I know, hopefully.
Haha. Thanks for everything you've done for me.
Seriously, life wouldn't be the same without you around.
Thanks for always being there when I needed help,
I know one day I still have got to be independent, I promise I will,
but of course, for the time being while I'm still young in my teens
and you're old (hahaha) in your going-twenties,
I know I can still depend on you 'cause..
YOU'RE THE BEST SISTER ON EARTH! Haha.
Gosh, don't puke when you read this.
I'm just trying to show my appreciation for the things you've done for me.
Well, I'm thankful to have this family,
especially Mommy who never fail to provide and give me anything I want,
and my little brother, who always bring smiles and laughters in my life.

Ok ok ok, I'm getting so out-of-point already, haha.
Don't know why, but I'm just blogging the things on my mind currently.
So yeah, just to share with my dear readers
about how much I love my family and studying and whatsoever, haha.
OKAY OKAY I KNOW I SUPER RANDOM. DON'T MIND HOR.
Eh, people play random style, don't anyhow copy kay! LOL.

Well, some came to ask if I miss the past.
Of course I do.
Sad to say, but even until now, I still miss the whole lot of them.
Some have drifted I know, but I'll never forget 2D'07.. no matter what.

Alright, I've decided to take a break for now.
Gotta recharge my batteries by spending some time on the tv..
Hahaha, then resume back to books prolly.. this weekend or next week.

Wondering what are the girls doing at Jo's house now, haha.
I decided not to join them, for so and so reasons, (lol).
No la, just feel like coming back home to see my cute lil' brother, hahaha.

Okay, so my entry today is like super duper ultra long,
nevermind if nobody reads this whole chunk of words,
it's my blog, my say, so who cares if anyone reads it or not! :)

Haha, bye earthlings.
Gonna play some games online or watch tv!

Say no to smoking.

0400pm

Dead and gone,

2009-05-11T16:06:00.005+05:00

Melissa Lee will be back soon.

:')

为了自由，我毫无选择。

2009-05-02T12:43:00.003+05:00

There's a limit to one's patience.
I'm forcing myself to run as fast as I could,
As the opponent, as the competitor.
Don't look back, never do.
I can't afford to lose.

Studies is the focus of my life now.
I know I have to give in my very best shot.
I wouldn't want to end up regretting in any sort of ways after O'levels.

I'm not weak.
Neither am I strong.

Tear down the mask,
show off your beautiful flaws.
But I'm afraid.
I tried to peel off the toughest skin on me.
All I got was sympathism instead.

Keep running, keep going.
Hang on there, no worry 'cause you'll be fine.

Yes, I will be fine..

I can't afford to lose,

2009-05-01T14:19:00.003+05:00

Hello people,
here to revive my blog a little before going out.
Happy Labour Day!
Mid year examinations in progress until 14/15th May.
Work hard, everyone!

I've changed.
最爱的人不是你，但又忍不住爱上你。
我真的爱你，却永远无法像爱他那样，爱你。

I love Liu Bao Hui!

2009-04-11T19:31:00.005+05:00

Today was studying, studying and studying.
All about Geography.
Almost finishing all the sec3 topics today.
My brain, mind and soul desperately need a break after hours of books.
Met up with my boyfriend for studying at Fajar.
Basically, I just practiced on my physics tys.
Kind of slack and laze around after my dinner.
Lots of laughter and craziness.
Wanted to study all the way till the next morning,
but my boyfriend couldn't stay for the night.
That's like, oh-so-sad, isn't it?

I'm waiting for my boyfriend's call,
otherwise my second boyfriend will call.
:)

Obvious who my boyfriend is, right?
But my second boyfriend will continue to remain anonymous for the time being :)

I had mcspicy for dinner today!
Lots of fats building up within me, hip hip hurrayyyy!!

Time check now 11:04pm
Shall end my post with something amusing.
I saw a cat chasing a small rat at my void deck.
ALAMAK. DAMN CUTE SIOL! Imagine laughing there all by myself, walaoooz.
But then right, 'cause I waiting for the lift mah,
then the lift stupididiot so slow right, i scared they chase until the lift there,
then when i turn right, i saw the rat coming towards me siah, OMFG!!
then hor, my first reaction of course is: ESCAPE!!!
ya loh. and of course i did escape.
i went all the way to another lift which is so damn far away.
all because of that little rat.
walao, damn gaoxiao haobuhao.
the rat run too fast, then the cat missed it & keep on finding for the rat.
OMG, EXTREME AMUSEMENT! (to me only la,) HAHAHA.
------
I remember crying to God for nights,
"______, 不要把Baby带走..."

"Whatever that belongs to you, will come back to you eventually!"

2009-04-10T15:30:00.000+05:00

Okay, i'm back again.
So yes, I didn't go out with them today.
Sad thing I know, Jo said it's good to go shopping once in awhile.
But since I've nothing much to buy, might as well stay home for today.

Today's homework day, plus physics revision.
Still got lots of chapters to go.
It's tough, lots and lots and lots to study..
But I will pesevere all the way!!

Anyway, my purpose of using my lappy is not because I wanna slack,
but do my english situational writing and print it out, since teacher allow us :)
Somewhat glad to see that brad pitt's tag, haha.
Don't know why, but hey brother! We haven't been talking for like.... quite long huh?
Hopefully you'll see this sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet dedication, lol.
Hope life's fine for you.
Hope life's fine for you and her.
Hope studies' fine for you.
Hope, hope and hope.
Yeah, short & sweet dedication.
Oh ya, hope we'll talk more again soon. Heh :)

I've got the urge to go out and study!
A sudden urge. But too bad this urge only works in the night.
So whoever who enjoys studying in the night, feel free to ask me out! :)

Okay, time check 6:22pm
Wondering if I've enough time to complete english before tuition later.

Been feeding myself with oreo sandwich these days, don't know why, but I think they're yummy! (lol)
Time's flying so quickly, my brain's working so slowly, oh-god.

Anyway, did I mention that recently I'm into foods and I believe "能吃是福"? :D
Haha, I used to not bother what kind of foods I eat in the past,
and I die-die-die won't spend my own money on foods, only clothes.
But now, it's different! Eating makes me feel happy! :D
Who cares whether you'll gain more fats or not.
Life wouldn't be good worrying about such trivial matters all the time :)

是你的，最终还是会回来的！

We all need some time to cool down.
I need some time alone too, at least for this year.
So.. concentrate and study hard, mel! :)

2009-04-09T21:08:00.002+05:00

So..

I have not been blogging for days like, almost a week?
Life's been great the past few days, in conclusion - friends are always the joys in ur life!
I'm pretty amazed at how great friends can be,
especially friends whom you never thought were that caring, were that kind, that thoughtful.. etc.
Well anyway, I'm still learning how to trust my friends.
I guess I'm too sensitive at times, but sometimes,
I find it really hard to trust some people around me.
All I can do is pray hard that nobody will betray/backstab/lie to me.
I'm not refering to whoever here, so no worry............... ............ ....

Well, today's guitar practice was pretty fine until ...
Of course none of us can blame the instructor,
we all understand that we've only 4 more sessions to the upcoming syf.
It's okay if he throws his temper because we seriously understand his frustrations and all.
Prays hard that we can finish up this tough but awesome song asap! :)

Should I go shopping with my classmates and teacher tomorrow?
Or should I stay home or out to study?
Time is running so quickly, I'm struggling to catch up as fast as I can..

I've got to get back on track and really focus on my studies from now onwards.
After ct1, I admit I've been rather lazy at times.
Now that I actually did not study for the physics test, I felt rather sad for not scoring well.
I know some who didn't study yet they score pretty well, (okay fine, i'm dumb but so what?)

Well anyway, my partner in class had gave me lots of encouragement.
Haha, you know who you know who.
I think it's better not to write his name out, it'll be somewhat awkward, I don't know why. LOL

Today's tuition was awesome,
but the air-con was like, too cold huh :/
While shivering (of course i didn't shiver, it wasn't that cold actually),
i was praying hard that the teacher won't call my name out for oral practice, (lol wtf)
it's dumb i know, i'm still gonna do it the next lesson right. (LOL)

Just came back here to update a little,
tonight's a good rest for me; tomorrow's a mugging day!

I've chose not to reply to so and so's smses,
it's time to concentrate and leave my phone alone, like what my partner says,
even the guys are studying so hard now, unbelievable yet glad that most of them are improving.

Pray hard for speedy recovery to whoever who's sick now.
Anyway, I recently read a story on abuse and I nearly cried. Aww :/

In less than a year's time, I'm gonna leave this school, I'm gonna leave my dear classmates..
Once again, it'll be a hard goodbye.
So.. well, life's like that. Isn't it?
We always say goodbye every now and then, people always come and go.

Well, this post is a rather long one I know.
Who cares who'll be reading this,
most importantly is that I don't blog for the sake of blogging but because I enjoy it. LOL.

Now, to end this post..
"Whatever that belongs to you, will come back to you eventually."

Everything can wait, but not O'levels. (:

失恋无罪，爱不够爱你的人才受罪。用过去悲伤换来自由，难道不珍贵。

2009-04-05T18:07:00.008+05:00

I♥STUDYING!

Rescue me,

2009-04-05T08:57:00.012+05:00

Today's the last day of Superteens workshop.
Went to school with Muxi & company (:
All our parents came in the night,
had a talk together with Ernest Wong.
Hugged our parents and teachers, everyone was so emotional. )':
Had class photos with parents, mates.
Overall, the Superteens workshop was a success and I had learnt so much, so much.

Did I mention I hugged my Dad?
The first hug after I was born until now.

Dearest Miss Goh,
you've been a really wonderful teacher whom I respect and will never forget.
The one who really care and never fail to support us.
Thanks for never giving up on all of us, you'll see this I know,
We Love Miss Goh! :)

I miss Superteens workshop, especially the trainers who are so entertaining and humourous.
They had taught us so much -
motivation, confidence, study tips, belief, thinkings, and so much more!
Looking forward to their next arrival.
And I've bought Peter's book, yet to get his autograph :/

Superteens ended at around 10pm, back home then out again to cemetery with all relatives.
As usual like every other year, everyone will meet up together in the midnight to visit grandpa.
Come to think of it, being cousins for so long yet we rarely talk.
How sad.

Jurongpoint & Bangkit with family in the midnight.
Bought snacks and had supper which made me bloated.
Back home after 2am.

It's midnight already so Happy Birthday, Xiaoqian!
Me love my dearest and sweetest sweetheart :)

P/S: I love 4C'09!
Well anyway, did I also mention that I didn't shed a single tear?
Ha, I'm strong k! But you know how good am I at holding back tears, yeah..

~~As long as you're happy, I'll be contented.~~

Sometimes, ignorance is bliss.

2009-04-03T17:01:00.008+05:00

Diarrhoea attacked me today.
No choice but to report sick and skip today's workshop. Yes yes, I'm super sad for this okay! :(
Elisa and Jaslin came to talk while I waited for Dad & Mom to come.
Like so finally I get to contact them after waiting for like oh-so-long.
Dad drove us to Plaza to get porridge for me and Mom got me a storybook.
Since it's like oh-so popular among teens and I had a hard time borrowing it from the libraries,
might as well purchase it since it cost quite reasonable after discount.

Back home for porridge and my new book,
drop dead on bed all the way until 5 or 6.
Up again for some snacks and Physics.

Thankful to those who actually texted over to ask about me!
Well, 'cause seriously I didn't expect anyone to even give a damn to me, y'see.
O.Weilin just told me that many cried during the workshop after what Ernest said about parents.
Oh my, I actually missed out the whole freaking exciting part :/
Nevermind, shall call up Caiyun later on and she's gonna share with me all that she'd learnt today!

Alright, shall proceed to dinner and books then some tvee.
Hopefully I can wake up earlier tmr, lest diarrhoea attack me again.

After so long then I finally realised that "Home" is the only place where you can find warmth, comfort, concern, care and love.
Thanks Dad, Mom, Jie, Di! (:

~~"贝比",生日快乐 (':~~

边哭边笑着说，

2009-04-02T21:04:00.000+05:00

"我很快乐。"

Detemination and peserverance is the key to success!

2009-04-02T18:47:00.002+05:00

Superteens workshop started today!
Imagine the 3 classes staying in the cold room for 12hours?
Overall, today was fine. The teachers were rather entertaining and humourous!

Someone accompanied me to sms throughout the workshop today!
Wheee, having a slim phone is always so cool. LOL LOL LOL
Just bathed, feeling really tired.
2 more days to go and Superteens will come to an end!

Anyway, performance today was cancelled. Booboo.
Hopefully there's a next time.
Well anyway,
somehow I just think that this line "change your thoughts, change you life" is kind of movtivating/inspiring/whatever you call it.

I'm looking forward to next week, because I'll be studying and studying as often as I can by then.
6 more months to O'lvls, very soon, after MYE, it'll be 5 months, after Chinese O'lvl, it'll be 4 months.
After june holiday, it'll be 3 months.. and tada! Everyone will chiong like crazy already!! k lah, except for some like you-know-who. LOL

I'm still waiting to know who's that M.Jon in my tagboard...
Really hope that it'll be that Jonathon! Know who know who?!
LOL. K, I think most of you don't.
But I hope it's him leh! Regretted for not giving him my email before he left -.-

And and, who's that Beeeeee in my tagboard?
Haha, I bet she's from west spring, since I didn't take any pictures of my bag before.
Haha, leave down your name dear.

--
Omfg, now I understand why people tend to say you act dao -.-
C'mon lor, it's true.. oh my.

"舍不得，可是时间回不去了，爱你很值得，只是该停了，没有我你要好好的。。"

2009-04-01T15:06:00.006+05:00

Plan to reach school early today failed.
Well, so today was our bazaar day!
Morning had birthday cake celebration with my class in the canteen,
Happy Birthday to April babies and to my wonderful teacher, Miss Goh! (:

Busy preparing our stall from 11am all the way till 5pm.
We started our business much later than the rest, since we went for our class celebration.
But it's okay, everything turned out well except that our profits are were not up to expectations.
We managed to pull up our earnings in the last few hours, alas, we lost a few bucks each.
However, we've gained a great experience from everything! Fun and exciting today!

Thanks to all supporters, especially our classmates!

Dad and Mom came all the way to school to bring me all the equipments and foods in the morning.
After closing up our stall and cleaning up everything, Dad came to drive my friends and I back home!

"I wanna grow up quickly!"
This is what I've been telling some of my friends these days.
Bet they think I'm crazy, but it's true that I've such a thought!
I wanna grow up to see the world, to learn even more experiences and knowledge!

Superteens workshop starting from tomorrow all the way till this Sat.
3 whole days without lessons, workshop from morning all the way till night.
After the workshop, I'll keep all concentration and energy solely on my books!
p/s: http://www.push-cart.blogspot.com/!!!!!!

Keep on moving.
Leave everything to God, let nature take its course.
Whatever happens, always happens for a reason.
And I believe, most of the time, they happen for good.

We only live life once. So why not choose to live our life in a happier way?
We don't let things that happen in life to control how we live our life.
We can change our way of living our life into a even better and positive way.

Let's play pretence,

2009-03-31T18:30:00.007+05:00

Shopping spree with the guys today.
Thanks to Jo & Tanyan who accompanied me.
Had fun with the whole lot of them today!
I planned to set our budget to $40 but the total bill came out to be so much, so much more!
Oh my, oh my! Hopefully we can earn back all the money we've spent.

To all fellow West Spring students,
tomorrow's our bazaar day and
I sincerely hope that everyone can buy at least 1 item in Mini Business @SG. (:

I cried. I was at a loss. But what else can I do?
I stared hard into space. I closed my fist tightly. I fought back those tears.
I forced a smile on my face. I smiled to myself in my mirror.
I made sure that I look happy before I turn to face anyone.
Melissa, hang on there.
"I'll be fine. No matter what, I'll make sure I smile through all my fears."
My leg hurts so badly after running today.
All I can do is hide at a corner, crying in pain until the teacher came and thought that my heart too pain :/
Yes, I'm pathetic. But so what? I'll learn to be independent. (''':

--
~~I don't like her.~~

All other things can wait, but not the major exams this year.

2009-03-30T17:52:00.008+05:00

Deleted my previous post.
Many activities and events lining up this week.
Bazaar on Wed, perfomance on thurs, superteens workshop till Sat.
All events are so exciting!

Looking forward to the following week.
It's kinda sad that aem is coming to an end.
Overall, I'd learnt lots of new stuff & had fun with different people.
Most importantly, managed to build up stronger friendship with my mates.

The 2 periods of geography I've been looking so forward to since last week,
came to be a huge disappointment today since the teacher was on MC.
We're finally having PE lesson tomorrow, happy of sad face? Hah.

Thinking of signing up for starhub student plan,
I guess the unlimited smses are worth it afterall.

Shopping day tomorrow after school with my mates.
(You must be crazy if you think we're shopping for clothes, etc.)
Hopefully, I can find others to tag along otherwise I'll be the only girl. /:

Chinese is driving me mad, thus I came here to destress a little, heh!

I'm looking onto the brighter side of life,
no matter how much those tears want to flow,
all I know is I've got no more time to lose but to focus and work very hard for O's.

What I gain in the end, benefits nobody but myself.
I know what I want.
And to get what I want, I have to do what I have to do.
:)

"Melissa, jiayou!"
----
你要保重，好好照顾身体，开始专心读书。
大家都为你姐姐祈祷，而我也一样，只不过我和别人不同。
别人能亲自问你姐姐最近的情况，但我只能通过他人传达的消息才能知道。
若没有我，你真的会过得比较快乐，
若有了另个她，真的能让你比从前开心，
我愿意作为大一点，愿意放手，好让你得到你应所得到的快乐。
我毫无选择。我已经放弃自己了。
在夜里对着镜子里前的人大哭，每晚都为你祈祷，请求上帝别让其他的她把你带走。
说实在的，我很害怕我就快曾不住了，但，我还能做什么呢？。。

我会好好过，等你再爱我。

2009-03-28T23:59:00.010+04:00

Out for the whole day today.

Singapore Poly from 9am to 3pm. (Had fun with Emerald!)

Bukit Timah & Lotone with Jolene in the evening.

Kenneth's house with babes & dudes in the night.

Jolene and I had bought Kenneth his birthday gift today.
Hopefully, he'll like it.
We went to buy a chocolate blackforest cake, before heading to Kenneth's place.
He was alone at home, celebrating Earth's hour!
Happy Birthday in advance, Dog! (:
Had lots of fun there, with only the 11 of us.
caiyun niccole qijun agnes benjamin jianteng weilin yizhen siowhan ken.
Everyone headed home after 11pm,
thanks to Weilin's Dad who sent us to Bp.
Had fun on his lorry!

Could have uploaded some pictures today.
But for some reasons or so, I can't find those pictures taken at Ken's place :/

Ciao.
P/S: Bazaar brought forward to 1st April!
--
如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

&

So near yet so far.

2009-03-27T22:04:00.002+04:00

Back for my second post!
The time now is 01:52am so that means I actually spent about 2 hours doing that presentation.
Alright, I guess it didn't take so long.
It was me who actually went bloghopping while doing the pp slides.
The laptop's battery is running low already, so it's actually time to sleep.
I wonder if I can wake up on time tomorrow.
I actually skipped today's tuition since my eyes were so heavy
thus I told Mommy I wanna stay home to rest.
And of course that's true; I had my nap earlier on already.

Countdown to O'levels: 6 months ?? weeks.
I know I've got no more time to lose.
But since I have aem tmr, I bet this weekend will be rather packed.
It's okay still, tmr's the last lesson already.
After guitar syf, I can fully concentrate on studies!

We got back our chinese mock paper last few days.
Expectedly, my p2 will never do well.
So what if p1 get highest, my p2 still very lousy. ):
Was 2 marks away from getting an a1 this time..

Well anyway, I've gotta thank Kenneth Lim Yu Jie alot.
He's my saviour whenever I'm on the verge of bankruptcy,
(but at least I'll still pay him back right, LOL)
His birthday's coming already, as a 4-year friend like me, die die must give him something right! :D

OH MY. BATTERY DYING SOON ALRD. haha, Bye readers :)

I'll pray for her.

In exchange for your happiness,
I choose to let go.

If you really love one person, you must be willing to let them go and set them free.

2009-03-27T19:24:00.001+04:00

Short day in school today.
Jack place's with Qijun in the noon.
Drop dead on bed in the evening.
Woke up to receive many text messages.
The time now is 11:19pm and I am going to start preparing presentation slides to be handed in tmr.
Tomorrow's the last day for Fundamentals of Entreprenuership modules.
Everything will end on 3rd April - Our bazaar day!

My new phone has hello kitty themes!
Haha, ciao.

笑太多，突然发现自己已经搞不清楚哪个时候才是真真的开心。是笑太多而麻痹了自己吗？

2009-03-25T17:55:00.000+04:00

Jo's Dad had been driving us to school these days.
School has been really great with all the fun and entertaining people around you.
Fajar for homework with Tanyan & Jolene after school today.
Ty left first while Jo & I stayed till the night.
Had lots of talk while we walked back home in the dark.
Thanks! Babe.

P/S: Jiejie had gotten me a new phone!
THANKS A MILLION! I'm speechless upon receiving your gift.
You've been the most wonderful Sister I believe anyone can ever have!!

Emotionally unstable these days.
I don't know why.

Blessed is the person who is too busy to worry in the daytime, and too sleepy to worry at night.

2009-03-23T17:39:00.004+04:00

Today was sucha great day in school,
except that my fugly fringe successfully showed people how round my face is.
Whtver loh. Like what Beatrice say, "Come on lah! Sec 4 liao, don't need care how we look le!"
HAHAHA. SO DAMN TRUE RIGHT.
Come school to study lah dey, bother about ur hair for what siolz.
So ya, my day today was like uber great. Filled with laughters everywhere, wheewhoowheee!
Don't know why, but I'm kinda looking forward to the Superteens workshop. COOL!
And oh ya, we have 2 periods of geog on the Monday of the even week! YIPEEE.
Hopefully, the timetable don't change lah. So that we can enjoy that 2 periods of geog :)
Maths lesson was always fun,
not that I didn't pay attention kkkk (Of course I did), but my 3 partners are like so entertaining, HAHAHA.

AHAHAHA. I just found out something..
The ones who can really make me happy are still the same old people back a couple of years ago.
Oh man, how I wish time could revert back to 2007 :/

Well anyway, guitar practice was cool today! LOL, as usual la, nothing special.
Just that I realise I'm getting more and more sociable, LOLOLOLOLOL WTF.
K la, quite true lor, walaoz.
Oh ya anyway, went Greenridge with my nightmare after prac.
LOLOLOLOL, funfunfun. HAHAHA, pangqijunnnnn booboo.

AHHHHHHH. I'm probably gonna leave this blog dead in a few days' time?
I'll update again after our superteens workshop end.
Another time will be back again to update on guitar syf.

ARGH, my sister's father went out with mommy to buy her a new phoneeeeeeee.
I WANT A NEW PHONE I WANT A NEW PHONE I WANT A NEW PHONE I WANT I WANT ..
If only I can have a new phone hor, walaoz, super shuang siah.
Then I can finally throw away everything inside my old phone, LOLOLOL crap, bye
oh ya, last but not least,
me lub liubaohui & huangpeishi :D
dk why, i feel so comfortable facing them tho i know my hair sux like sh!t.
LOL, yeah me know me bery RANDOM. muacks bye

2009-03-22T12:11:00.000+04:00

"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
St. Augustine

是习惯，依赖还是爱?

2009-03-21T14:19:00.001+04:00

helloooozzx people, me back to blog again :D
hahheehooz. left 1 more day to sch reopening. me hab to cherish this 1 mre day, haaz.
ystd night went for tuition leh, even tho me know me late for 30mins. guai haobuhaoz. hor, Baohui? :D
me cant stop laffing at me hair siolz. rly dk whats wrong w me.
that blardy auntie stoopiid idiot. rly wonder how come she can work as a hairdresser canzx.
anyway hor. me didnt attend poa lesson on last monday, but me bery guai lehzx.
today me revise the new chapter cher taught them that day, heheez. :D

me bery determined & wish that me can do well in geog.
dk why, but i always enjoy geog lessons. mayb is because of the cher, or cuz we combine class w 4e.
all i know is hor, geography is a fun subject, haaz. and and, chemistry!

in the blink of an eye, time fly so fast & march is ending soon again.
rly sad haobuhaoz. me bery funny.
one moment, bery wish that me can graduate and leave ws asap.
but another moment, me scared to leave all my haopengyouz leh.

anyway, like what most of my mates say,
this year i've been more talkative and open, which is a good sign of course.
most of them claim that me neber talk to them at all bck in 08. (act emo yi ge, lol)
very happy to have friends who are in the same class as me for 4 yrs alrd.
even happier that evn tho some of us hv gone into separate classes, our friendship still stay so strong.
thank God i came into this school. thinking back to 05, lucky me last minute change dss to wsss.
gone thru many many things these 4 years. i've learnt alot and alot, & most imp.
i've finally grown up.
hahaaaz. :D no kidding eh.

hao la, me ending this crap post le.
BIG THANKS to Lee Nian En.
She's the best Sister sent from God. (LOL, mushy)
jiejie bought a bagpack for me alrd. tyvm Jiejie. HAHAHA

shud i follow my family out in the night later? or stay at home again for geog/chem? lol

告诉我你没有我会过得更愉快，我就会逼自己离开

2009-03-20T18:11:00.003+04:00

helloszx people. me back from tuition, haa. now is 1001pm & me lub show is showing alrd.
tonight will be doing the last bit of my hmewk & mayb practice guitar again, wheewhoowheeszx.
school is reopening soon, me damn damn sad haobuhaoz.
k la, not that i dislike studying, but i dont like the feel of - time not enough.
y'know y'know?! ya loh.
eberyday 330pm sch dismiss, reach home alrd 4 or 5pm liaozx.
left abitabitabit of time to study can, provided we stil hab to do hmwk loh.
24 hrs, me not enough use eh.

me wish to change for the better in the upcoming term2 of 2009, (LOL)
firstly, turn in before 1130 & wake up on time for school and no more late-coming!
secondly, keep my study table and room and whatever neat and tidy and organised.
thirdly, clear all unwanted and unneeded thoughts away from me mind.

ystd, me was thinking whther to consult a counsellor leh. LOL
seriously speaking la. hahaaazx.
me currently on a on & off mode that kind, aiya, as expected loh.
cold & hot mode y'know y'know.
not moodswing la. is emotionally unstable that kind.
sekali one day i suddenly go berserk for no reason hor, then commit suicide how siah.
me mummy jiejie didi will be bery sad loh.
and not forgetting that hairy baohui and bitchy peishi and alot more lohszx.
HAHAHAHA.
k la, bye & i'm off to some tv before studying. :D

P/S: To students of wsss, support www.mbsg-mbsg.blogspot.com, hahahaaheezx.